In just matter of days... she will be married... she will be a wife...and she has many other things to see to. Yes, she promised not to ever leave me and I'm sure he will understand coz I noe both of them will be there should I need them ever so badly.

And as days passes and getting nearer.. I'm feeling nervous for her too. She doesn't know but she will now. Nervous becoz I will be there by her side... seeing her off to be a great man's wife. And I know she will do just fine.

As I note this down, I was afraid of feeling empty. Coz though its only been months, it seems like years to me. Years of her colouring up my life, being there for me, hugging me when I need it, crying with me when I cry, shared my laughter, my pains.. she held my hands when I fell and so far... no complaints about it. Thank you baby.

And lately.. I have been getting things like, "Ann, you look good huh..." OR "Ann, are you ok?" OR "Babe, u ok? I can see pain in your eyes.." and the RECORD BREAKER "Ann, is that your new bf?". Ai ya ya ya ya!!! Apa nak jadi! *faint*

Stop it eh... hell yeah its gonna take me quite sometime to start all over again from where I fell, but LOVE just dun come and go for me lor. DITTO? All I care about now is to be with my family (though its kinda hard...), have fun with my gals, take up a new sport.. and do anything that can benefit me in a good way lah! I don't have faith in MEN anymore! Wakakakakaka....

For anyone out there who is so much bothered about my life or simply love poking your nose into my life, I suggest you find something else to do.... it's not a warning sign.. more of a "you-know-wat-you-get-if-you-poke-your-nose-in" kind of reply.