When things don't happen the way you thought you expect it to be, there's always a reason behind it. Though we sometimes may or may not know it. But one thing for sure, HE knows it. HE has better plans for all of us. It's matter of how we want to take it - Postively or Negatively.
When I heard, my heart broke. Tears welled up in my eyes but yet I listened on. I know and I felt her sadness. She was trying to be strong in that room when the news broke out. The minute we stepped out, she took a deep breath and broke down. I was trying to hold back my tears coz I wanted to be strong for her. I wanted her to know that she will be fine and all this happens for a reason. Perhaps its not time yet or maybe its not meant to be... YET.
I hugged her, stroked her hair and whispered to her, "Dear, istighfar.. sabar ok...." I felt so helpless though I was with her. I just felt so so useless. I dunno what to do. Her eyes were filled with sadness and yet she's seeing it all so positively. She tried and fought hard to accept it as it is. It pains me, it so so pains me. The man was heartbroken too, I know. Yet he is smiling it away. Being his normal self and taking it so cool. *sigh*
On another note...it was good chatting with a gf whom I missed so very very much!!! Webcam somemore!! BEST! *winkz at anna* I wun blog about it.. coz she says she will blog. So I wanna read her blog.. again.. as always.. dam dee dum
:: Thought of the day ::
"Faith is a passionate intuition..."
