*ketuk gong*
GOOONNNNNGGGGGGGG...
Kisahnya, I was kinda surprised to be receiving an email this morning. In order not to cause any commotions, I shall not post the original email in here. However, I will blog about it. Heh.
Before I begin, nak cakap sorry ngan Abg Tofik sekiranya, the news kinda hit you a little, but please please do not worry. It's over, really. *smiles* And THANK YOU for that cute entry eh. It sure helps. *winks*
Now back to the story. It all started with the silly me lah kan, I kekadang suka send forward emails especially those that are worth sharing with others as the messages in that emails are pretty nice to read and see. But one thing that I overlooked was having sidektu in the common list of friends that I usually send emails to. I had deleted sidektu from msn and my hotmail but I forgot all about my work email. Sigh.
And so, this morning, I received 2 emails in total from sidektu. Nothing new, its the same old sidektu. Words are filled with so much sarcasm and insincerity. How pathetic can it be? How much of a LOSER can sidektu be? I had initially thought that sidektu dah move on with his own life lah kan. Al-maklum, dah ada gf even when his status wasn't single back then and he had left me there all to defend for myself. But to my surprise, I was kinda shock jugak lah when I saw the contents in the email.
It was filled with so much EGO even though it was short. Kelakar kape? The ironic thing is, since the day everything was put to an end, I had not poke my cute little nose into his life anymore. Not once. Though during that depression period was tough for me to move on, I definitely did not bother about his life no more. The reason is simple - He took me only as an option in his life whereas I had made him a priority in mine. So until then, I took the option to move on with my life and not bother about his. Am I talking in circles here? I think I am, I just want you readers out there to understand that I don't poke my nose in people's business. Not when that person doesn't not concern me, my family or anyone who is related to me lah.
I have learn to M.Y.O.B.
Mind Your Own Business.
I got other better things to do. Lovely people to attend to. I got a career to take care of and family to look after. And for heaven's sake, I don't care how good you think you are, you are not fit to tell me anything or if you think that your sarcasm would kill me like it used to, you are wrong. So so wrong. I am way over you lor. WAY OVER. But one thing I would like to thank you is for hurting me. It made me a learn a lot. It taught me not to do the same things and gave me space to allow myself to change and be a BETTER person. And if not for you also, I wouldn't meet Abg Tofik today. Someone who can truly appreciate me for what I am and who I am. And what most importantly, he is not someone who looks back in the past, only future and I'm happy that both of us are working towards the future.
OUR FUTURE. Syukur Alhamdulillah.
I'm almost done here. Just one more thing to add, for those of you who are actually keeping tabs on my life or doing it on behalf of sidektu, you are one SORE LOSER. Dah macam takde kerja lain nak pi jaga tepi kain orang eh? Free sangat eh? Kalau free sangat pi lah buat amal ibadah ke, tolong orang miskin ke, jaga orang cacat ke. At least dapat jugak pahala tau. Ni tak, carik dosa je. Pisang tol.
Ok dah. I'm done.
For the record, I am truly very happy rite now. Very very happy.
:: Thought of the day ::
"For my part, I believe in the forgiveness of a sin and the redemption of ignorance."
