Days have passed and I can never be happier. Then I was reminded of Ukays song titled "Pahit Akan Manis Juga Akhirnya..." How true. It's just that we are afterall humans... so as humans, when we are faced with so many bad experiences and hurtful traumatic incidents, it's hard for us to see the better side of things. Often we are in denial and we always and will think that we will never snap out of it. Mostly people will come out of it after sometime, some choose to be in denial for the rest of their lives.. others may.. well I don't know what they do.

For me, I was in denial and refuse to let go when I was faced with very very challenging and hurtful pasts but after sometime, I learn to let go and accept things as they were. Eventually, I realised that things are much better because God has better plans for me, for all of us. *smiles* And when you learn to let go, things will be a lot easier for you to go thru', alot less painful. It becomes even better when your true friends and warm family are there to give you their never-ending support.

Now, after all that I have said, the thought of you puts a smile of my face. You. You know who you are. I don't know where else I can find someone who has so much positivity within yourself. I can't see anyone else who can understand me or even read my thoughts as well as you do... apart from my bestie la of course. And one best thing, one who can accept me as who I am, what I am. Thank you. Thank you for bringing back laughter to my face, thank you for injecting so much warmth to my heart and thank you for allowing me to be myself always. To bestie, the same goes to you. Thank you for not giving up on me. That's all I asked for.

At this point of time, I just want to say something(s) for you... I know action speaks louder as I always say, but at this point, via this online world we are in, in the eyes of the readers, words are all I can type and when I know that you have read this, I know you would give me a very good hug. *smiles*

The thought of you,
Makes me smile for no reason. Makes me crazy for many reasons!
The thought of you,
Makes me wonder. Makes me ponder, on how this friendship had started.
The thought of you,
Makes my day brighter each day, makes my heart feels much love in every way.
The thought of you,
Amazes me on the kind of person you are...
Your patience, your optimistical self, your goofy jokes;
and most importantly, just being who you are.
The thought of you,
Puts alot of faith in me, builds confidence in me and reinstalls love within me.
The thought of you,
Makes me always think of you...

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Sounds like a person who is very much in love hor? For me to know, for you to find out.

Right now, I am very happy with my life. With my family, with my friends.
But I'm not happy about myself la. SAYA DAH GEMOK. OVERWEIGHT! Menci.
Heh. Celup Bah!

:: Thought of the day ::
"Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye..."