At times like this, I pray to you Ya Allah, The Mighty One...give me strength to help my loved ones, give me courage to go thru' all this with them and give me faith that all these are YOUR tests for them to go thru... that YOU have better plans for them and will keep them in YOUR care. Amin.

With the Syawal month coming to a closure, I can't help it but feeling so down. I know I shouldn't be like this. I must stay strong for my loved ones. They are going thru' such a hard time and seeing their plight makes my heart cried so much as I don't have the slightest idea how I can ease their burden and fear. I didn't stop praying the best for them, the least I can do. But what else can I do?

I'm in need of comfort but where or who do I seek this from? I need someone to tell me that everything is alrite. That they are gonna be alrite. Things will come to a peace and all will be well again. It's hard not knowing the pain of your loved ones are going thru isn't it? Whatever it is, I just hope and pray that all this will end soon.

I must brace myself up. I must be strong for them. I wanna be there for them. All I ask is for them to give me a chance to be there for them and help them, just like how they were there for me when I needed them...

"Ya Allah...jauhkanlah saudara-saudaraku dari segala kesempitan, lindugilah mereka dari segala mala petaka dan bebaskanlah mereka dari segala kesakitan...sesungguhnya Ya Allah, Kaulah Tuhan Yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang... Amin"

:: Thought of the day ::
"May you live everyday of your life..."