Eversince we got together and eversince Abg Tofik dah keja SH, we rarely get to talk with each other via MSN. When I say talk... we really talk. Like down with an interesting topic and we really type lots and lots of things to say to each other. Often at times, we be online, tapi setakat cakap this and that... he'll busy with his online surfing while I'll be watching tv.

I'm not saying its a bad thing coz apart from msn-ing with each other, we prefer to meet up, cuddle with each other or talk over the phone. Kalau dulu, masa time friend friend, and when Abg Tofik got plenty of time to be online, we would have so many things to talk about. Maklum lah, berkawan mah, so sure have many things to talk about.

Then now that we are together, we even have more to talk lah! Cuma, I just miss those days when I get to talk on msn with him. I dunno why but I love to chat online. I like to type I guess. Kalao ada work typing, give it to me lah. I will gladly do it for you. Ekekekeke... bukan apa, dulu time kat ITE, my typing skills are super lousy. I can hardly make it for my WP (Word Processing test). I only get to the borderline pass. Boleh nangis tau.

But now, steadylah, can type w/o even looking at the pc or the keyboard. Just concentrate on whatever note that I have to type out. I'm proud of myself. It's like a personal achievement. Mungkin some of you think its not a big deal lah, coz most of you have no problem with typing fast w/o looking at the keyboard. But to me, its pretty a big deal. Wakakakakakak.. eksyen plak eh! Apa ke tidak, you have no idea la how a hell it can be for me those days in school having to struggle to type out a passage for a test w/o looking at the keyboard. I don't even have the right fingers on the correct home keys, much less to say I have to jolly well look at the keyboard and I remembered my WP trainer kept stressing to me, "Anum! Don't look at the keyboard! Keep your sitting posture upright! Type faster!!" Mak oiii.. pressure siots. Pisang tol. Hahaha! So you feel me now friend hor?

Anyway, topik nie dah terkeluar ring tau. Lain nak blog, lain plak yang crite. Chet. So then earlier today, Abg Tofik came online (member tak work nari... saya je cam orang giler dok kat keja pandang pc....) and we chatted. The topic was super hot. I got very engrossed and we really like chatted and chatted.. sekali potong steam betul ah! It had to be stopped halfway coz Abg Tofik gotta go already. Ilang mood japz. Dah feeling meeling nie. Bacin tol. Its boys' nite out hari nie. Abg Tofik got plans with his boys to hang out and I'm stranded. As I am typing this, Abg Tofik ngah syiok dok dalam panggung wayang dengan date dia, Mr Al-Shiek. Yeah they are gays! Hahahaha.. like as if eh! Watch citer SAW V. Euuwwwww.. gross story. I swear not to watch it... I didn't watch part i till part iv, and Abg Tofik wants to bring me to go watch it. SAVE IT! Mak sanggup nenok citer momok seram daripada citer gross macam tu! Bleargh!

So now its like a few more hours before I end work.

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On another note, whilst I was about to end my blog, bestie called and I got a shocking news. I cannot digest it. My heart sank. My mind is in a whirl. Life is very short. He left us just like that. Just last week he dropped me a testimonial in friendster wishing me happy birthday and the next thing I knew he's gone. Bestie and me are almost in denial. I called Dicky and the respond was solemn, "Ya I'm here now. U coming?"
I said, "So it's true? What happened? Sms me his address please..."

Innalillahi'wainnaillahi'rajiun. Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke-atas rohnya dan semoga arwahnya ditempatkan bersama orang orang yang beriman.

I'm going to miss his cheeky greeting. He will always say, "Ann OK?..." when he sees me.