Nari dah seminggu dah Syawal eh! Jap je dah 7 hari. How was yours? Mine so far so good lah. Alhamdulillah. Even though still got plenty of houses to go, I make do with what I can and go where I can. Maklum lah, kerja tak mengizinkan.
I was only off during 1st day of Syawal and then was back to work on the second and third day then fourth and fifth I took leave and I was already back at work since semalam and will continue to do so till this Saturday. After that I shall have my not so long break of 4 days sebab nak pi jalan raya ngan kengkawan and also my hari tua pon dah makin dekat. I hope everything will be ok. Insya'allah...
Cakap pasal Ramadhan, orang somer lose weight. Cakap pasal Lebaran je, orang complain badan naik balik. Saya no exception lah. Daripada day 1 cam-whoring time Lebaran, everytime I look at my picture, mulut nie tak berhenti komat kamit, "makk pp aku.. eh dah gemok.. " and yes it will go on and on and on. Susah datang. So yeah, when the year end come and it's new year kan, you will definitely see my new year resolution written so big as - NAK LOSE WEIGHT ! ! !
Anyway, I was reading Rose blog and she had blogged that she will pOp soon. I pray that it will be a smOoth delivery for her. I even commented saying that kalau the baby pOps on 13th October.. how nice can it be lah kan. Then I can celebrate together. Hehehe...So Rose, I'm sure you and Ayie are one excited parents to be. Jia you ok!
I wonder how is Linda coping with her pregnancy also. I miss Kak Rina and Abg Joe. Just got an invitation from them and I definitely will come! Time to berkumpul and group hug! Hopefully all will be there. I miss Shanti also. Bestie jangan cakap lah, rindoo selalu. I just talked with her on the fone semalam and I so much wanna hug her.
On another note, why are some friends really macam otak lembu eh? I dunno if that's the right word but I just can't seem to find a word to describe them lah. Actually tak nak blog pasal nie, tapi I need to let it out somewhere. While talking to Bestie semalam, I kept whining and complaining to her. I just can't simply understand why it is so hard for these friends to just practice basic courtesy. Dah members per... apsal lagik mau nak step orang luar plak kan. Pasal dah members agaknya, dorang pikir kita bleh baca kepala otak dorang, pikir kita nie sure understanding ponya and take it for granted that we will feel alright. Yeah we do. I do. Coz I'm understanding. I care for my friends. I love my friends.
Tapi at the end of the day, it's not like that at all. Tu pasal lah, kawan ketawa ramai, kawan menangis... habok pon takde. One you call friend who actually sees you as an outsider? Friend ke aper tu. Nie dah cakap macam nie sebab saya dah frust banget dah. All this while me diam, worried lagik ada... and all for what? Bukannya dorang tahu. Kalau bilang pon dorang setakat cakap, "Ya I know... " atau "its ok. i will be alrite.. dun worry" Puikkks.
Cakap tak serupa buat. Semangat dua minit aje. Nak yang nie nak yang tu, tapi tak usaha langsung. Yang semangat kobar kobar saper tau... SAYA lah! And a few others with me. Harapkan pagar, pagar makan padi, harapkan kawan, kawan dah lari. And I just want to make it clear, I blog about it and about how I feel coz I still care. Coz I am a friend. Kalao tak care, dah tak kosa. Pi mampos. Buat lah apa nak buat asalkan ko bahagia dah.
Saya doakan.
Phew. I think I'm done. Saya nye geram dan kemarahan jap je. Tak meleret leret. Hehehe. Jap lagik ok lah. Tapi kalao saya dah tak kuasa kan.... jeng jeng jeng! Wait long long lah! Ok dah. Nak sambong keja nie. Abg Tofik nari off. Ngah membuta agaknya kat atas katil tu. I hope Bestie is recuperating well. Cian dia demam akibat raya sakan noh. Oh ya, I also hope mok mok is coping well with her work.
Last but not least, yok sambong raya yok! Wakakakakakaka...
*sneak preview*
:: Thought of the day ::
"Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down."
