.Wednesday, December 10, 2008@6:34 PM.
I was chilling in my crib watching House of Bunny when it sudden struck me and my eyes just teared. Just like that. I guess the heart knows better. I miss my bestie.
Yes I have seen her just a couple of days ago and I haven't stop worrying about how her morning sickness is torturing her but there's nothing I can do because its a natural thing. I was browsing thru her blogs and reading every one of it and I cried buckets. Somehow blessed. Perhaps this missing is because its been a long long time since I had time with her to ourselves. Recalling those days before she got married. We partied hard and we roam everywhere, anytime we want to without a single care to the world.
I haven't been able to get myself to seek attention from her either coz I know she is not at her best self and she is coping with her first trimester, so I dun wanna be selfish. I am such an emo basket case. Flashback of that fateful day where I stood at the junction crying non-stop and Bestie ran all the way from the train station and took me in her arms. She held me so tight and even cried with me. It was something I can never forget. Because after mommy left me, I have always cried alone in silence without anyone to cry with me.
Well, whatever it is, hopefully I can cope with this and I really pray hard that Bestie will get well soon. I miss her teases, her nags, her cranky self... I guess I just missed her.
On another note, Abg Tofik is not doing a good job today coz he is also making me miss him too. Then again, he is having his traning and I should understand. Sigh!
:: Thought of the day ::
"Silences make the real conversations between friends. Not the saying but the never needing to say is what counts."
Yes I have seen her just a couple of days ago and I haven't stop worrying about how her morning sickness is torturing her but there's nothing I can do because its a natural thing. I was browsing thru her blogs and reading every one of it and I cried buckets. Somehow blessed. Perhaps this missing is because its been a long long time since I had time with her to ourselves. Recalling those days before she got married. We partied hard and we roam everywhere, anytime we want to without a single care to the world.
I haven't been able to get myself to seek attention from her either coz I know she is not at her best self and she is coping with her first trimester, so I dun wanna be selfish. I am such an emo basket case. Flashback of that fateful day where I stood at the junction crying non-stop and Bestie ran all the way from the train station and took me in her arms. She held me so tight and even cried with me. It was something I can never forget. Because after mommy left me, I have always cried alone in silence without anyone to cry with me.
Well, whatever it is, hopefully I can cope with this and I really pray hard that Bestie will get well soon. I miss her teases, her nags, her cranky self... I guess I just missed her.
On another note, Abg Tofik is not doing a good job today coz he is also making me miss him too. Then again, he is having his traning and I should understand. Sigh!
:: Thought of the day ::
"Silences make the real conversations between friends. Not the saying but the never needing to say is what counts."
