Up till today, I am not sure if I have been a good person to anyone, coz I am not perfect. But on the contrary, I think I have done farely well enough... coz I don't have enemies which I am aware of... then again I am not sure about those who have made me their enemies, which I am not aware of. Whatever it is, may Allah bless them. Life is too short to have enemies. I don't usually hate a person, I just hate their selfish incorrigible hopeless attitudes only. Heh. That's just my two.cents.worth.

So I was thinking, to err is human... but to err and not learning from it, what do we name that? The desire to have perfection...is costly. Why is it so hard for us to have the sight to see the imperfection perfectly? Abg Tofik told me once, "..lets make use the worst for the best...." Now, it takes a lot of courage to do and say that at one go and yes, kudos to Abg Tofik for he has made me see that in real life. Turn every negative issues into something positive. That way, it be lighter for us to carry it on our shoulder and easier for us to tackle the problem.

Some of my dear friends are currently reaping what they sowed. As a friend, I do feel for them but on one hand, I just can't tell them straight in the face that it's their fault. They came to that situation because they choose to. What was given right infront of them, which I personally think that it's something they should be thankful for; but they are not happy with it and rather forsake it and go for the best of what they want.

At the end of the day, they paid a high price for it, and they can't really get out of it..cos it ain't that easy. I just find it sad that many of us fail to see what's inside of a person. They rather have the best of what is outside of a person... cos that's were it meets the eye. But for a second there, do they not think that what's outside was just a short term presentation?? What matters more is how a person is inside. The heart that is. Though many says that the heart does change over time... but that is something which we can't really figure out. The heart is a complicated living thing. Ok nevermind, we have to talk about that some other time... its a deep topic.

Ultimately... all I wanna say is that alot of us, that includes myself... we really need to be grateful, contented and thankful to what is given to us and learn to be more realistic than materialistic. To understand the fact that no good face comes with a good heart and no ugly face comes with an ugly heart. In most cases, its always the opposite... ever thought why? I guess its just God's one in a million ways to test mens' desire... the desire to have perfection on the outside of a person rather than the inside... I am learning to see imperfections perfectly. So far so good... I feel more at ease.

P/s: I finally have cabletv in my room. How awesome is that? Hahaha! Bah!
Oh yah! I changed my Ez-Link card oso! Whee! Hehehe...

:: Thought of they day ::
" To cherish what remains of the Earth and to foster its renewal is our only legitimate hope of survival."