For now, I am the happiest girl alive. Still overwhelmed. Still smiling. Still tearing. Still speechless.. plus many more feelings going around me.
I had a date with Abg Tofik today. He had told me before hand that he wants to take me out for dinner to celebrate our belated 9 month anniversary which falls on 21st. He said he felt bad since I actually gave him a gift for the anny while he has nothing.
I was more than happy to go. He asked me to wear pink, preferably a dress. So looking at me now, whom have grown fatter, I have no idea if any of my pink dresses can fit me. I was lucky I managed to fit into one which I bot about 5yrs ago and wore it only once too during StarHub's DnD Retro Nite back then. But I still look so mampat. So gemok. Heh.
Abg Tofik reached close to 4pm and he said it was no rush and wanted to chill first before we leave for our destination. While I doll myself up, he sat there watching Kung Fu Hustle in my room, then exactly @ 5.30pm, we left. As I asked where we are going for dinner, he kept smiling and say,"You ikot je lahh.. nanti pon I rasa you tahu la sebab I need your directions.." So yeah... we finally reached Mt. Faber. Abg Tofik took me on Sky Dining. It was such a pleasant surprise. I had thought it was just dinner @ a simple restaurant or what.
While we were on our final round in the cable car... the real conversation start....
Abg Tofik: B, dulu masa you kasi I rantai nie kan, what was in your mind?
Me: Hmm.. I tak tahu dee. I was afraid we may not turn out good. Then I dunno how you would react...
Abg Tofik: Ohh... anyway, there's another reason that I wanna tell you also about today's date... (he took out a box from his pocket...)
Me: (looks on...)
Abg Tofik: B, just like you that time, I dunno what to say, (he opens the box with a ring inside) this is for you ok...
Me: (shocked) ehhh? Is this an anniversary present for me? Or are you proposing to me?!!
Abg Tofik: Well, you answer yourself lah.. I know words are just words but I believe my actions speak louder... (then he smiles..and he hands me a self made card...)
Me: (Speechless. In tears. Over the moon! Overwhelmingly surprised and happy!)
The words in the cards didn't stop me from crying...
Baby,
When I look at you, I see so many things~~
I see my partner, the one I want to wake up with and come home to,
The one I need by my side and in my heart when life gets tough...
The one who "gets" my jokes and shares my laughter
And isn't embarassed when I act a lilttle silly...
When I look at you, I see the promise of a future~~
Sealed with such a tender, knowing love.
When I look at you, I see the one I want to share my life with~~
My very best friend.
A Ring symbolises our love as it has no end. I hope my ring will be brighter than the sun that sets on the horizon and shinier than the starts that sparkles throught the night.
I love you dear and I want to embark on our journey till we grow old together.
Loving you more than ever!
Created just for you by your Baby,
Taufik.
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Phew... that's it. 26 January 2009 - A day I can never ever ever forget. The day he proposed. I think you all knows what my answer is. So now, we embark on our journey ahead. Do bless us with your prayers. I thank Allah for all that bestowed on me. For giving me man worthy my love for... for without this man, I might just have a different perception of life and love.
To Abg Tofik - I have no words that can describe how I feel. I just know that I am the happiest girl right now and may that stay thru'out our time together.. Insya'Allah. Thank you for taking me into your life... I will try my best to do whats best for US...
I love you, Abg Tofik.
For now, I dunno what's next. We let nature takes its own course and go along with the stride.
:: Thought of the day ::
"Love is always bestowed as a gift - freely, willingly and without expectation. We don't love to be loved; we love to love..."
