It's my first day @ PS CSC today and much as it seems to be ok in everyone eyes there, only I know my own condition. My flu and cough got worsened and yes I still feel thankful the fever didn'ts strike but the constant coughing somehow triggered Mr.Migrane. Not good. I swore that I almost fainted but I said all the prayers I could and told myself that I must not mess up on my first day there. Pppfffttt...
Abg Tofik didn't stop encouraging me and telling me to stay positive thru smses. He kept saying that its only a matter of time that I will eventually pick up things and get the hang of it. Bestie wished me and hoped that my work has been smooth but I have yet to reply her. I dunno how to whine at her at this point of time. I don't even know where to start. Mok² too smsed me to say that she missed msn-ing with me. Yeah, from today onwards, you won't see me active in msn no more like I used to. The life at the new place is totally hectic and of different culture. Adaptation seems to be very tough on me this time.
Being a person who is easily adaptable and always welcome challenges, this time, I think I failed. I don't know if its due to me being sick or its just my mindset refusing to budge. Overall, my day hasn't been good. And I still have no idea how long I will be at that place. So much for some cross-training, they can't even tell me how long I be "training" there. Bummer.
So yeah, until I am fully recovered, the days ahead will be so so gloomy for me. I hope I don't have to take MC. Seriously. The manager there spoke to me and she have somehow made it clear to me that MC and lateness is no joke. In other words, one wrong move and you be told to leave. Until then, I am so so so so desperate to make myself well as I want to be stronger in facing and overcoming the huge challenges ahead. Insya'Allah...
On a happy note, I met up with Bestie yesterday for some quality time. Apparently it was for some girls outing but due to some "unforeseen" circumstances, they couldn't make it. It would have been soOoOoo different if all were to make it yesterday. Confrontation would be the last thing on my mind right now unless someone or something or somewhat trigger it again, I wouldn't dare think what would happen next. Bestie and me were laughing our heads off thinking about it. Ok, that was an inside joke. Nevermind! Heh. Btw, look at my Bestie and her lil bump. @ 4mths and I could see her tum tum bulging already! I can't wait!
Bestie and me walked around Bugis looking and shopping for some stuffs. She was looking for dresses to wear to work and also to get her hubby's toiletries. We had dinner at our usual Tong Seng Coffeeshop before having a final walk around and then headed home. Well, Bestie headed home while I drop by Angah's place. Bought him an Olympus Camera during SH Staff Sale. I must say I got it at a good price - $150 for a 7.1MP Olympus Digicam + 1GB memory card. My Angah is one happy man lah. He didn't stop snapping away...kononnya nak test.
I bought J.Co Donuts for my nieces and nephews and get to spend sometime with them before heading home. Zicky was sick too, Miza still looking pretty as ever while Irfan is beginning to ask me silly questions. Hadi has put on so much weight! Gemok budak tu! Miza says,"Mummy, si Hadi tu kan.. dia overweight tau!" I smiled at her remark. And last but not least, my lil Najwa. So big girl already now. Pandai bergurau and she can stand firmly but too scared to start walking. Cuteness.
That's to wrap up my day. Time for me to take the medicine and hit the sack. I don't know if I can keep my eyes open to wait for Abg Tofik to finish work. I didn't get to sms him what else talk to him. I miss Abg Tofik. So looking forward to my off days. I wanna let loose and just be happy and hopefully, RECOVERED! Arrgghhh!
Goodnight.
"Just a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down..."
:: Thought of the day ::
"Work is a necessary evil to be avoided."
